Better

What makes you better than me

is it the way you think

the way you speak

is it who you love

or how much you work

you think you are better than me

i am here to let you know you arent any better than me

just because you have more time to give

or because you love someone that is "right"

or even that you have "better" thoughts,opinions or ideas

until i do something terrible to lower the view i have of my self

you are not better than me

what to do

Today i am faced with a choice

do I make a choice that benefits just i or

one that benefits many

am i selfish for even debating this

i fear that this choice could be disastrous if i make the wrong one

help me

what do i do

my time

My dreams have fallen short

My hopes have crashed

My heart has been broken

My life- - has just started

It will only get better from here

life

The more I attempt to figure it out

The less I know

So instead of chasing the unknown

I will let it chase me

Instead of me chasing my life

I will let my life chase me

hoping

I search for hope

A hope I shall not find

One that everyone wants but few receive

What is this that I search for

To know who I am

This is what I look for..hope for

Will I get it?